Friend or Foe?



Hmm..it's hard day for me. Many things happened at the same time. Finally I realized that the higher I am, the strongest challenge will be. It seems that the tears jump out from my eyes. Need a friend to hold my hand, few friend maybe. Few true friend that see something with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts. Simple but it's so meaningful.

Many friends around me but only a few of them that really support me or maybe none. They seems to be my true friend in front of me but behind,they do something badly. They are slandering for something that I didn't do. The cruel thing is they try to catch an important thing such as info or something and they turn it back into a fucking issue outside. Dank u guys..

That's the point when I feel this is unfair for me. I am trying to find where is my world. I am looking for my zone. Where is it???

I already try to be kind to everyone but they hated me. I though,I already fight for them to. But now?

they bit me slowly..

Kadang disaat raga ini lelah,saya ingin menyerah dan berpikir untuk melupakan semua. Tetapi justru kelelahan ini membakar semangat saya untuk bangkit dan berperang melawan mereka. Sesering apa lagi saya harus mengerti mereka? Sesering apa lagi saya harus memahami mereka? Karena toh sekarang mereka pun tidak mengerti dan memahmi saya.

For those who left behind me, I am sorry to say that, u failed guys. I am not broken,I am not weak, I'll fight for this. Coz Allah stay beside me and I'll proof my own faith...

Left all the pain behind, come forward my bright future...

Cc. So flat in english,so mean in Bahasa...